Was i the only one who thought this as a child...?

you are one ****** up son of a *****. I used to always have a light flash at the end of every dream i had before i worke up. sometimes i would have nightmares and i would know it was one so id have to kill myself by jumping off a building to end it, but i never hit the ground. i hear if you die in a dream you die in real life, that was a close call hahaha